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W E L C O M E . Yooo we love a random journal entry. right? So tonight I was graced by the one and only Kiwi. Kiwi is a 13 year old cat who is skinny with an insatiable pet bar that can always be filled. She is the definition of an unconditional love. Her green orbs of eyes mimic her namesake Kiwi. She goes about life with a tranquility that inspires, full of confidence, lack of hurry, and gratefulness. To me it only resembles a deep form of meditation and more likely enlightenment. I dont know if it is even just for me to try to put in to petty human terms. Well so then I got to play DANCE and there was this really cool guy who i found to be incredibly similar. His demeanor was incredibly positve, he slammed his feet down (snuggly enwrapped in cowboy boots) rapidly jamming to an electronic bange.r He was affirming and his eye contact was ardent with a kind smile. However, when he spoke, often to say a word of affirmation or a remark about a song/dance, he was incredibly quiet. Most of what he said was discerned through lip reading rather than hearing, especially as the Untz Untz of the machine raged on. He seemed like an amazing person and I hope I get to meet him again, we got dance the night away in sync: J-pop, k-pop, house bangers on spastic loop. Sweat, smells, and sense were all thrown around, cascading on the lights we pressed. He bowed to us as we left and said have a goodnight. 12 23 21

another random entry :3 A woman in my Queer art of hope class told me today that when she sees me she sees the living embodiment of her character in real life! I cannot speak to how much of a compliment that was. To think I could be the character's manifestation, she has been channelling in her head, in the real world. To hear someone vocalize that I am a walking artistic creation is moving. <<<<### S E N D I N G L O V E